Lessons in Forever

This is the day when I can seriously indulge in relaxing after so long..

I have survived! DAP is finally history!

One and a half nights without sleep and a grand total of two meals in 48 hours!!! If everything goes well I won't even need to spend money on lipo...

2 more weeks and counting to Kimi's final race.. ooooh! * keeps fingers tightly crossed*

2 things i have learnt these past few days, starvation doesn't hurt and I still can't do maths for shite! I swear, I'm SOooo gonna flunk my media planning.. this coming from a girl who overspends every month and takes interest free loans from momsie.. and nana wants me to budget for a company??? if I were actually able to do that I wouldn't be here right now.. no wonder my budget went up to over 3 mil. HAHA! Crash and burn man! CRASH AND BUUURRRRNNN!

I tried to kill the pain,
But only brought more.
(So much more)
I lay dying,
And I'm pouring, crimson regret, and betrayal.

I'm dying,
Praying,
Bleeding,
Screaming.
Am I too lost to be saved ?
Am I too lost ?
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.

Do you remember me ?
Lost for so long.
Will you be on the other side ?
Will you forgive me ?

I'm dying,
Praying,
Bleeding,
Screaming.

Am I too lost to be saved ?
Am I too lost ?

My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.

(Return to me salvation)
(I want to DIE!)

My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.

My wounds cry for the grave.
My soul cries, for deliverance.
Will I be denied ?
Christ! Tourniquet! My suicide.

Tis naught but the cruelest of pleasant dreams
Enfolding you within it's warmth
Bask whilst you can
Chill winds do change like quicksilver
Blood like tears freeze over
Dreams will leave you at the crack of dawn