Thursday, October 30, 2003

Which LotR Male are You Compatible with Sexually?
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Aaaahhh! SOooo happy I got the love of my life the first time around..
Dedicated to ALL the Mrs Legolas Greenleaf wannabes around: He's MINE.

SELENE: You are selene!
Beautiful, vivacious,
fierce and seductive, Selene vowed she would
destroy Lycans after her family was murdered by
the werewolves. So ruthless is she that selene
is a member of the Death Dealers. This elite
Vampire warrior class's mission is to make the
Lycans extinct. This 127-year-old
"aggressive hunter of the underworld"
combines a mastery of ancient weaponry with
modern pleasures, such as driving Jaguars and
using computers. However, Selene's ambitions
are suppressed by Kraven. She longs for
Viktor's reawakening so that he becomes the
Vampire's regent once again.
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Which UNDERWORLD character are you?
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I tried and tried for Kraven or Lucian bacuse everyone ELSE has Selene.. but the quiz just won't give them to me!
Confessions of a Mommy's Girl.
That's it. I officially can't do anything right. At the furniture shop today, my mom, my dad and I were discussing the designs and quotations for the cupboards at the new place. When it came to my cupboard, Mother suggested a few things to which I said, "Whichever's cheaper for you."
I come home and I get screwed over by my dad for my "bad attitude". He said that I embarrassed them today. BUT IT'S THE TRUTH! I ONLY TOLD THE TRUTH! What? they want it sugar coated? It was just pure, unadulterated I-swear-to-God truth. Definitely I knew that the cupboard quotes came out too high from their earlier conversations so I was only thinking of them when I said what I said. Maybe I was being too straight forward but to tell me off infront of both my younger siblings? Just because I "embarrassed" you you want to embarrass me as well is that it? Sorry but it's too late to have anything suagr coated Father of mine.
Mother says "it's just the way you said it. Makes it seem like we're dictating your choice for you instead of it being your own initiative." Is it not a fact that you ARE subconsciously dictating my choices for me my beloved parents? You daughter is not an emotional dunce who cannot understand what is going on around her. Well, unfortunately for you she isn't always blessed with a silver gilded tongue like her brother.
Everytime I buy something remotely expensive my dad rebukes my mom, "Why are you spoiling her?" It's not as if I'm getting anything FOC here. I have to pay her back every single cent I owe! Even when I go to work during the holidays I don't even get my monthly allowance.. or at least only in the beginning till I get my first pay but I still have to use my pay to pay for my first term after the holz to make up for the first holiday allowance she gives me! My brother doesn't have to work and yet he still draws an allowance on the grounds of 'training at school'.
You're irritated by my mere prescence aren't you Father?
You are NEVER happy to see me. I greet you when you come home from work and you barely notice me. I don't greet you and you ask me why don't I have any manners. You shower my sister with affection and make such a big hoohah over every little thing that remotely affects her well-being. My brother does something upsetting and it is forgotten the next time he smiles chats with you father to son. You tell us that you love us all the same but why don't I see it? Sure you take care of the roof over our heads the same, the food the same, the clothes.. well, you complain about me having too much but you forget that in relation to the other two I have more because the other two don't feel they need as much. (Bro because he never wears anything but the same T-shirts and berms over and over and Sis because she's picky.)
I just hate it how you make me cry after everytime I swear to myself that the last time would be the final time I cried over you. You make me hate myself for promises to myself that I always have to break over and over again on your account. Through your actions I have learnt the cruel lesson that no one can be trusted, not even your blood kin. All these years I've only had myself to depend on and trust and even now you're taking that away from me everytime you stab another knife in my heart and twist. At this rate it only goes to reinforce my belief that I really can't trust anyone else much less myself over matters of me. I hate betraying me and I hate you even more for making me do it.
I want to love you but you're making it so hard for me and it hurts everytime you shove me away. I want to say that I swear I won't cry again but I'm not reliable enough to make that promise to myself again now am I Father? Are you pleased with your handiwork now Father? Are you pleased with the emotional mess you've bred? I hope you are Father, because that'll make at least one of us who is.
That's it. I officially can't do anything right. At the furniture shop today, my mom, my dad and I were discussing the designs and quotations for the cupboards at the new place. When it came to my cupboard, Mother suggested a few things to which I said, "Whichever's cheaper for you."
I come home and I get screwed over by my dad for my "bad attitude". He said that I embarrassed them today. BUT IT'S THE TRUTH! I ONLY TOLD THE TRUTH! What? they want it sugar coated? It was just pure, unadulterated I-swear-to-God truth. Definitely I knew that the cupboard quotes came out too high from their earlier conversations so I was only thinking of them when I said what I said. Maybe I was being too straight forward but to tell me off infront of both my younger siblings? Just because I "embarrassed" you you want to embarrass me as well is that it? Sorry but it's too late to have anything suagr coated Father of mine.
Mother says "it's just the way you said it. Makes it seem like we're dictating your choice for you instead of it being your own initiative." Is it not a fact that you ARE subconsciously dictating my choices for me my beloved parents? You daughter is not an emotional dunce who cannot understand what is going on around her. Well, unfortunately for you she isn't always blessed with a silver gilded tongue like her brother.
Everytime I buy something remotely expensive my dad rebukes my mom, "Why are you spoiling her?" It's not as if I'm getting anything FOC here. I have to pay her back every single cent I owe! Even when I go to work during the holidays I don't even get my monthly allowance.. or at least only in the beginning till I get my first pay but I still have to use my pay to pay for my first term after the holz to make up for the first holiday allowance she gives me! My brother doesn't have to work and yet he still draws an allowance on the grounds of 'training at school'.
You're irritated by my mere prescence aren't you Father?
You are NEVER happy to see me. I greet you when you come home from work and you barely notice me. I don't greet you and you ask me why don't I have any manners. You shower my sister with affection and make such a big hoohah over every little thing that remotely affects her well-being. My brother does something upsetting and it is forgotten the next time he smiles chats with you father to son. You tell us that you love us all the same but why don't I see it? Sure you take care of the roof over our heads the same, the food the same, the clothes.. well, you complain about me having too much but you forget that in relation to the other two I have more because the other two don't feel they need as much. (Bro because he never wears anything but the same T-shirts and berms over and over and Sis because she's picky.)
I just hate it how you make me cry after everytime I swear to myself that the last time would be the final time I cried over you. You make me hate myself for promises to myself that I always have to break over and over again on your account. Through your actions I have learnt the cruel lesson that no one can be trusted, not even your blood kin. All these years I've only had myself to depend on and trust and even now you're taking that away from me everytime you stab another knife in my heart and twist. At this rate it only goes to reinforce my belief that I really can't trust anyone else much less myself over matters of me. I hate betraying me and I hate you even more for making me do it.
I want to love you but you're making it so hard for me and it hurts everytime you shove me away. I want to say that I swear I won't cry again but I'm not reliable enough to make that promise to myself again now am I Father? Are you pleased with your handiwork now Father? Are you pleased with the emotional mess you've bred? I hope you are Father, because that'll make at least one of us who is.
Which Member of the Endless Are You?

Which Naruto Character Are You?
Test by naruto - kun.com>
Disorder | Rating |
Paranoid: | Very High |
Schizoid: | Moderate |
Schizotypal: | Very High |
Antisocial: | Moderate |
Borderline: | Low |
Histrionic: | High |
Narcissistic: | High |
Avoidant: | Very High |
Dependent: | High |
Obsessive-Compulsive: | High |
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