Lessons in Forever

A quiz I got from the livejournal of a 'wife' of a Foo.

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4, Write down what it says.
Can't. It's a Chinese comic book and me 'puter don't do Chinese. and YES Sam can STILL read chinese. Fan2 ti3 somemore ah! Damn I'm smart..

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
Legolas.

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Top Model. Damn I love the bitchiness of that show..

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is.
8PM?

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
8PM! DEJA VU! I could've sworn it was 8 like an hour ago as well?? or maybe my clock is broken...

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
My brother playing WWE on his PS2 at full volume.. *meaty thunks in background* I swear wrestling is just a front for covert homosexual activity..

7: When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
I went to school to touch up my FYP.. How sad is that?

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
gay bdsm erotica online. HAH! seriously..

9: What are you wearing?
Christian Dior 1947 limited ed.

10: Did you dream last night?
Do waking dreams count? If you haven't deduced it by now.. I DID NOT SLEEP!

11: When did you last laugh?
When I squished a spider on my desk this morning.

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Paint? Or it could be dried blood masquerading as paint...

13: Seen anything weird lately?
A live spider.

14: What do you think of this quiz?
A bit long don't you think? And before you ask 'Then why the hell are you still doing this?' let me answer your question.. I'M BORED! Damn I'm psychic..

15: What is the last film you saw?
THE PASSION OF THE CHRIST

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
A private jet so I can visit my husband whenever I like.. Then I wouldn't have to keep paying that Bosworth hussy to keep him company..

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I kick my dogs.

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Ask me this when I'm done picking my brains off the floor.

19: Do you like to dance?
Depends.

20: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Don't like children.

21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
See above.

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?
Anytime anyday.

And now, the end is near,
And so I face the final curtain.
My friends, I'll say it clear;
I'll state my case of which I'm certain.

I've lived a life that's full -
I've traveled each and every highway.
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Regrets? I've had a few,
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption.

I planned each charted course -
Each careful step along the byway,
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew,
When I bit off more than I could chew,
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall
And did it my way.

I've loved, I've laughed and cried,
I've had my fill - my share of losing.
But now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.

To think I did all that,
And may I say, not in a shy way -
Oh no. Oh no, not me.
I did it my way.

For what is a man? What has he got?
If not himself - Then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels
And not the words of one who kneels.
Let the record show I took the blows
And did it my way.

Yes, it was my way.

I never fully got the full impact of that song till just now.
FYP IS FINALLY OVER!
I'm keeping my fingers crossed.. I just pray I'll graduate with at least a B.
Beyond that I dare not think.
My life's laid out before me and here I am wondering what to do with it.
I know what I've done so far and so far, I've not been very satisfied with 'so far'.

I realised I have amazingly little to show for my 22 years of life.
Whatever happened to travelling around the world? Shopping at Dior? Driving a Ferrari? My first million at 21?
Sigh..
I'm ashamed of what I've done so far, or rather what I have NOT done.

There were good ones and there were bad.. but overall it has been a pretty average life. Pretty boring if you ask me. Carpe Diem has never meant as much to me as it does now after I realised that I've practically wasted my time on earth. Sure I've gained a few good friends and experiences along the way but I've not done anything really, really worth taking note of as I promised myself I'd do when I was a kid.

As a first step, I've decided to try and get into a tattoo workshop.
My first conscious effort at learning stuff for my backup career.
Man it'll be great having people pay you to draw on them and give them pain (they're bloody masochists I tell you).
I always look forward to have some new canvas to work on..
I'm going down with Andrew tomorrow to scope out the place and the workshop.
According to my brother materials are provided, (wonder if there'll be live cute *nude* MALE models? lol!) I only hope it won't cost too much 'cos according to me momsie, this is all on my own money.
Looks like I have to play the starving artist for a bit if it costs too much..

Oh well..
What some people will do for dreams.
I just hope in this case dreams come cheap.. if not free.