Tuesday, May 01, 2007
My interview with SIM is next Monday and the sense of urgency which should precede the aforementioned event is missing. I'm alarmed at the nonchalence with which I view this upcoming event which would for good or bad, change my life for the next year or so. Is it complacency? Is it (over)confidence? Well whatever it is, it's making me procrastinate over updating my portfolio. Snapping out of it seems to be the obvious answer but even with the instruction manual open in front of me, somehow I just can't seem to find the panic button. Maybe I'm not on the right page...
Hmmm.
Droo was telling me I should try applying for the MDA grant. However, judging from some of the stuff he and Lynn are submitting I'm feeling seriously outclassed. The moral is, I didn't even bother in the end. My life thus far has been fairly smooth sailing, mostly unremarkable and basically mundane. Things don't really fall into my lap but somehow they do work out one way or the other. Thank God for that!
So far, (Dare I say it? *Murphy you did NOT hear/read this!*) I've been rejected from only 1 job interview that I've gone for and I've gotten into all the schools I've applied for wholeheartedly (NUS doesn't count 'cos that was just a backup plan). Somehow I think this has lulled me into a semi-state of content and I don't seem to be worried about getting into SIM. Hell! I know I should be worried but somehow it's all just dead inside. My anxieties need resuscitation dammit! (and don't nobody come puckering their lips at me >:P)
Hmmm.
Droo was telling me I should try applying for the MDA grant. However, judging from some of the stuff he and Lynn are submitting I'm feeling seriously outclassed. The moral is, I didn't even bother in the end. My life thus far has been fairly smooth sailing, mostly unremarkable and basically mundane. Things don't really fall into my lap but somehow they do work out one way or the other. Thank God for that!
So far, (Dare I say it? *Murphy you did NOT hear/read this!*) I've been rejected from only 1 job interview that I've gone for and I've gotten into all the schools I've applied for wholeheartedly (NUS doesn't count 'cos that was just a backup plan). Somehow I think this has lulled me into a semi-state of content and I don't seem to be worried about getting into SIM. Hell! I know I should be worried but somehow it's all just dead inside. My anxieties need resuscitation dammit! (and don't nobody come puckering their lips at me >:P)
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Which Naruto Character Are You?
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| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | Very High |
| Schizoid: | Moderate |
| Schizotypal: | Very High |
| Antisocial: | Moderate |
| Borderline: | Low |
| Histrionic: | High |
| Narcissistic: | High |
| Avoidant: | Very High |
| Dependent: | High |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | High |
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